I've lost all artistic-ness today. I learned that someone I trusted -the only one really- that I've been asking for over a decade "Do you really think Art could be my career?" They've always said yes; Told me to follow that dream. I was even told I could go to art college... I found out today that they really don't think I could make it in art. Looking at all the art I've done now, I see it's true. I'm not good enough. I feel like I've wasted so much of my life, following a dream that could never happen. I've been trying to better my art, I always have, but I see no improvement. I'm glad they told me the truth, but I wish they'd of told me sooner, instead of letting me think I could ever be a professional artist... I still love art, but I don't think I'll be doing any for a while. Hopefully someday soon I will. I also will be coming here less frequently I expect. Though, who knows, I may just come here anyways.
Thanks to all my friends and watchers here, hopefully I'll be back soon. ~ Sparrow

EDIT:
I shouldn't give up on something I really love. Now the same person is saying they didn't mean it as it sounded. Even if they did, I should use it to improve. :3 It may still be awhile before I post art again. But I WILL improve from this.