You know that feeling where you stomach clenches before you dry heave or throw up? I'm getting that on and off with nausea. D:
Side/back has been aching for a few days, but that happens a lot. I just feel bleh, tired, nauseous, and a tad depressed. It's a weird depression though.
Not like sad for a reason, but from feeling tired and achy. I guess like that sad feeling you get when you have a cold or something? Besides that I'm happy, it's weird mixed emotions. >> I hope this goes away. My mom seems sick too. We've both been sleeping a lot more then normal, besides last night when I got 4 hours. XD Lately I've been going to bed earlier and if something doesn't wake me up I'll sleep 12+ hours, and still feel tired.
Maybe I'm fighting something off. I still have markings of some odd virus that should of gone away by now.
I may go back to the doctor. If I puke I'll be sure to go. I'm just going to hope it goes away on it's own, since the supposed virus I have is noncontagious, harmless, and has no cure. It's caused by the immune system going bonkers or something like that. It has to go away on its own. But it's not doing what the doctor said it would, and it still causes problems. Shock/stab pain mostly. I say it because it has some long scientific name I can't remember, but all it does is make like a burn thing on my skin on my side or leg. I don't think it's what's making me feel ill now, but eh, never know. >>
I don't want to sleep more. I just feel tired anyway and waking up can be hard. x.x I want to wake up, but it can take an hour to force myself up, usually less then that, but then it takes 4-6 hours to feel like I've actually woken up, and that time flies by. So I'm all confused at the time. XD Then I rarely fall asleep in the middle of the day, and wake at 10pm sometimes, and that throws my whole sense of time off.
So I guess all in all I don't feel so great. HOWEVER, I've felt much worse in my life, I'm not in a hospital or anything, or having the weird eye problems, or feeling mega dizzy. XD So I'm happy to feel how I do.
I didn't mean this to be this long. Gosh, sorry. D: I guess that once I start typing I just keep going to clear my head. XD It helps me sort things out. So yay?
In good news it rained a lot here.
The smoke is cleared I think. Haven't looked outside yet. It's oddly cold out. Like winter. XD Around 58F Not sure how that will effect the garden. Eh.
Also, if I take a long time to reply to things I'm sorry. ;~; It's weird. I want to talk and reply to people, but I just have my brain shut off and derp. XP Which is weird because I still want to do art, so I've been doodling. Made a new oc at least. XD
I haven't been at my desk at all really, just been on the couch when using my laptop or drawing. It's like I don't want to be alone. XD So I sit in the living room, which I notice I subconsciously do if I'm sick, or getting sick, or scared for some reason. I'm not scared, so it must be sick.
Probably just going to watch TV and drink a ton of tea today to try and win this out. Why is it when I feel fluish I want to draw? XD Anyone else have this happen?
Any who this ran even longer. If you read it all sorry. ;~;
On a note, I'm trying to get teasers done.
This just in. My Bro got kicked out of the cult because he was acting crazy. So far no one knows where he is.
So I hope he's okay.
I'll update if I hear anything.
Bro is on his way home, but wacked out. Saying he's going to convince his wife and kids to go back to the cult with him. x.x Hopefully on the bus trip home he'll sleep and snap out of this.